I wanna grow old with you

When sorrow moistens your eyes
look at the glint of concern on my face...

When happiness lights up your visage
observe the satisfaction I experience...

When fear leaves you in tremors
elicit my belief of your well being...

When excitement sends a chill through your spine
understand the nervousness of my bitten nails...

When anger bolts in your armor
feel my adulation for you...

Try me whenever you wish to
because I will be there for you...
always...

VIVE

Dreaming with my open eyes
to conquer them every day...
Teasing my will
to testify my faith...
Challenging my mind
to carry on in torrid times...
Vive and joyous,I come alive!!

Striking my fear with
the lightning of belief...
Flowing in the mountains of hope
with the river of perseverance...
Inspiring imagination to conjure beauty
comparable to the soothing rainbow...
Vive and joyous ,I come alive!!

Obliterating doubt
with the enshrouding fog...
Nourishing ambition
with the silt of knowledge...
Ascending like the mountains
of steady will and desire...
Vive and joyous, I come alive!!

It's all in the mind...

Life comes and goes as we trudge past things in our day to day life wondering why some things never happen the way we want them to.Seldom do we find answers to questions which keep haunting our subconscious about our abilities while we face a precipitous decline.Just when Murphy's law keeps coming back at you imposing an expectant urge every time you find yourself in a tight spot, the Pandora's box of unique tricks appears to pull all the wrong strings around you setting the wheels in an undesired motion.Perceptions and doubts redeem themselves by breeding negativity and master the mind to have a slave which works on the dark intricacies of impending failures.
The truth however remains very much within our heart of hearts & keeps staring at us right into our face.But busy as we are to notice it,it begins to take a life of its own and keeps reflecting the change which becomes difficult to accept with the masks it uses to obliterate and block.Successful people read this truth, whether it be pristine or obscure.They know the W's-what,why,when and where?What is the truth-in its true form,and what truth do I want to exist?(objective)Why is it not the way I want it to be?(Fear,Negativity,etc)When did the reality start changing against my objective?Where do I see myself from this to move towards my goal?
Everything is difficult before it starts becoming easy and so it is with success.It is arduous to work hard regularly, be optimistic and keep an eye on your goal without the fear of failure.But it gets easy when you train your mind for the battles that lie ahead of you.When nourished with the right thoughts the mind can transform you into a person you dream of being.It is not surprising then that its efficacy has been witnessed in cases where diseases of the reputation of cancer have withered away under its wrath.
And hence it would be quite appropriate to say "It's all in the mind"

Confessions...

With ever lasting fright...
never did I try...
to show you my plight..
failing to tell you every night..
how much love I behold in my eyes..

Your glowing face would leave me agape..
stuttering with my words..
I would keep staring in your eyes..
losing myself in the abyss of delight..
while squandering your words in the aura that hypnotize..

The swirls of your hair..
would evade me like a secret lair...
whilst your fragrance would continue to enchant..
all my senses without any chant..

With ever lasting fright...
never did I try...
to show you my plight..
failing to tell you every night..
how much love I behold in my eyes..

Failing to confess the treasure of feelings..
that lay buried in the sands of my soul..
I write to reveal the jewels of love that twinkle..
& dazzle to brighten my lonely nights..

You are the beats of my heart..
today I confess...
& a ring I wrap to pop you the question..
waiting for my answer from you to confess..
I shall wait till I am destined to hear"YES"

With ever lasting fright...
never did I try...
to show you my plight..
failing to tell you every night..
how much love I behold in my eyes..

Farewell

When you enter the international airport at this time of the year...one will see most of the students gettin ready to leave their country for studyin in the US...a farewell as we call it...which is nt really d way it used to happen a few years back..its ironic when u reealize u haven't got a chance to meet your frnd/relative once he/she enters the airport with his luggage even before the emigrations...and the only way to talk is across a glass pane...as if the traveler is a prisoner barred from proper communication and a proper farewell...it is like the script wasn't completed as it normally does...the movie of life was robbed of a climax that was vital...while we waited in the waiting area and our beloved friend queued up for the formalities...separated by a glass pane...abrupt though it may be tears did fall but not when we said goodbye...and wishes were made with some memories when we laughed together outside..its amazing how emotions well up to weaken us at moments of separation...when we say good byes...and farewells...and those same things become our strength when we make promises and keep them...To all my fellow citizens from India who are going to study abroad....
ADIOS AMIGOS...ALL THE BEST...MAY YOU KEEP MAKING US PROUD!!!!!

ALive

It feels good to b here....kicking and alive in life every moment I live...feels good to look back n see what I have written over the past few years...and nw feeling excited to start again....n write sumthin new n interestin...